not sure how i'm feeling right now.
i move tomorrow. and it reality it deffinitly hasn't hit me yet.
im packed. i have my computer. im ready to get out of utah county. but i don't think im ready to move away from my family.. it just hit me. im moving away from them, and going to be far enough away that i wont be able to see them everyday or weekend.
weird.
im SO excited though. im so excited. i cant wait to be at college.
WOOO!
let ya now tomorrow :)
Friday, August 19, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
messy, messy, messy, clean
my room. is so messy.
but only right now. because when i have all this ish packed up, it will be so clean. and then when i get to my new apartment it will stay clean. and that is a goal. so it better be becca's too ! i will force her :)
i'm so excited to be moving out. (mom&dad if you're reading this it is absolutely NOTHING to do with you!!) i'm going to miss my rents alot. like seriously. but i am way to excited to begin a new 'CHAPTER IN MY LIFE' --i think that's the way my parents would say it.
so, i have to clean. and clean. and pack. and clean. but i just stare at all my stuff, and think.. i'm going to use that til the day i move, i can't pack it. or.. i have too much stuff to bring all of it.. but i kinda need it all / want it all.
hmmmm.. decisions decisions.
and then, instead of making the decisions, i just sit. and either a) write in my blog, b) watch tv, c) sleep, or d) nothing at all.
life is pretty boring right now, and maybe that's why i want to move out.
i feel like i no longer have friends, because while they all work, i sit around. then when they are finished working, they don't call me, they hangout with their boyfriends! get me to utah state, ASAP. please!
ugh, i also hate not havng a job, or not being able to. my mom does a pretty good job of giving me jobs around the house, but seriously how long can you clean a house for. 8 hours everyday? i would go mad. and then i just think about how if i dont do 8 hours one day the house will still look the same, except for the one area that is sparkling, and then it isn't even worth it, and then it is obnoxious, because i get SUPER unmotivated, and now im going off on tangents that are ridiculous, and im just going to stop. i dont want to make up excuses, and then be told im making up stupid excuses. hahaha. i want a greencard. end of story! i LOVE being CANADIAN. it's what makes me me. but i really want a greencard, so i can work.
the end, im done rambling.
AGGIES <3 ;
but only right now. because when i have all this ish packed up, it will be so clean. and then when i get to my new apartment it will stay clean. and that is a goal. so it better be becca's too ! i will force her :)
i'm so excited to be moving out. (mom&dad if you're reading this it is absolutely NOTHING to do with you!!) i'm going to miss my rents alot. like seriously. but i am way to excited to begin a new 'CHAPTER IN MY LIFE' --i think that's the way my parents would say it.
so, i have to clean. and clean. and pack. and clean. but i just stare at all my stuff, and think.. i'm going to use that til the day i move, i can't pack it. or.. i have too much stuff to bring all of it.. but i kinda need it all / want it all.
hmmmm.. decisions decisions.
and then, instead of making the decisions, i just sit. and either a) write in my blog, b) watch tv, c) sleep, or d) nothing at all.
life is pretty boring right now, and maybe that's why i want to move out.
i feel like i no longer have friends, because while they all work, i sit around. then when they are finished working, they don't call me, they hangout with their boyfriends! get me to utah state, ASAP. please!
ugh, i also hate not havng a job, or not being able to. my mom does a pretty good job of giving me jobs around the house, but seriously how long can you clean a house for. 8 hours everyday? i would go mad. and then i just think about how if i dont do 8 hours one day the house will still look the same, except for the one area that is sparkling, and then it isn't even worth it, and then it is obnoxious, because i get SUPER unmotivated, and now im going off on tangents that are ridiculous, and im just going to stop. i dont want to make up excuses, and then be told im making up stupid excuses. hahaha. i want a greencard. end of story! i LOVE being CANADIAN. it's what makes me me. but i really want a greencard, so i can work.
the end, im done rambling.
AGGIES <3 ;
Monday, August 1, 2011
clothes, books, shoes, computers, BOYS?
well, im currently packing.. err.. blogging, but thinking about packing. i have no idea what im doing, i've never done this before! i'm heading to Logan, to go to Utah State University. I am beyond excited, and my roomate is my best frienddddd!
Anywho, im packing my clothes, and boooks, and shoes, and my computer(which i have not purchased yet.) but most of all i am NOT packing boys. i did think they were necessary to put on the list though.
i'm so excited to meet new people, and have new classes, and new living arrangements, and new experiences!
OUT; utah county & its fella's
IN; utah state & its fella's!
Anywho, im packing my clothes, and boooks, and shoes, and my computer(which i have not purchased yet.) but most of all i am NOT packing boys. i did think they were necessary to put on the list though.
i'm so excited to meet new people, and have new classes, and new living arrangements, and new experiences!
OUT; utah county & its fella's
IN; utah state & its fella's!
creativity
new blog. old blogger. woo!
well, i suppose i could think i am more creative than i actually am, but i would like to just think i was creative. my blog name; i think is creative. fairbairn'z a freshman. because i, fairbairn, am a freshman. starting university in 20 days, and no where near ready. but the creative part is the z. you see fairbairn, being my last name, makes the blog mine, but the z, the letter of my first name, brings my names together, while also making it say fairbairn IS a freshman. wow, ifi could only be this smart all the time.. just kidding. i know it's not that smart, but give me a break! haha.
well, i suppose i could think i am more creative than i actually am, but i would like to just think i was creative. my blog name; i think is creative. fairbairn'z a freshman. because i, fairbairn, am a freshman. starting university in 20 days, and no where near ready. but the creative part is the z. you see fairbairn, being my last name, makes the blog mine, but the z, the letter of my first name, brings my names together, while also making it say fairbairn IS a freshman. wow, ifi could only be this smart all the time.. just kidding. i know it's not that smart, but give me a break! haha.
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